by Raynalia » Thu Jun 04, 2009 5:35 pm
Val! You talk about me not having any sense! Look at her...
If Rayne could have gone any paler than she already was the sight of Kiara looking like a scared little girl would have made her go a shade whiter. They found the assassin alright, hunkered down in the council room, the safe word to enter had been changed to one from long ago, Rayne had found out a little too late, when she went to open the doors she was zapped something awful by a charge, hell her whole damn arm went numb and she had to really think for a minute before she realized that the woman had made the switch. As senseless as she could be sometimes there were some things she was damn good at, figuring out peoples moves was one of those things. She managed to get them inside the room by saying the word, that word was easy enough for the elf to figure out. Whenever Kiara was really scared when they were young she always went to her greatest source of calm. Kristian. Speaking Kristians name gained them entrance and when they made it inside and Valiant said what he did Rayne thought she might choke him. Instead she went down on one knee in front of Kiara. Aidan and his sisters were playing and Jade was holding onto Bennett like the little baby was her own personal lifeline to reality.
What my husband is trying to say is Losa is alright Jade. I think Toras has finally made himself available for his family, though I think we might need to keep Oriana away from him. Everyone is looking for you Jade, you know you can't hide in here forever darlin'.
Kiara looked at the elf like she was looking through her not seeing her at all. Fiery tresses moved when the assassin started shaking her head.
He's not alright, he might look alright, he might act alright but he's not alright. I...
Gently Rayne took the baby from her arms.
You're freaking out because you had no idea he could do that, you weren't expecting it and it scared you, hell Jade who could blame you for that one, Val was right about one thing, he is the ugliest demon I've ever seen. But underneath all the ugliness he's still Losa yanno.
Is he Rayne? Is he really? Underneath the mind control he was still Losa too but that didn't stop him from trying to kill me... the only thing that kept him from killing me that night was Con fighting with him enough for him to break free and realize what he almost did. What happens if he looses it again only this time he turns into that and he comes after me or one of our children? And what about my children Rayne? Oriana doing what she can do is different, what happened to her during her test was an accident, she wasn't born this way and she's always known since the day of her test how to control it. Can he say the same? I doubt it.
Kiara was really scared, Rayne never saw her really scared and she was starting to feel a little lost, what was she supposed to do? She knew. Taking Kiara by the hand she helped her off the ground.
Jade listen to me. Do you hear what you just said? Underneath the influence of that mage Losa still found himself, he still knew who he was, still knew who you were. You were able to look passed all of that and see him as you always have seen him. Think about what happened with Lyon Jade, you almost killed yourself to save Losa, you were able to look passed what Lyon made him do to you and you saw Losa. The wolf, the shadows, through it all you've always been able to see Losa Shadow, the real man beneath everything else. Why should now be any different? You just have to learn about that part of him just like you learned about the shadows Jade. You're scared I know and I understand how much you've been through, how much both of you have been through, I can't see you turning away from him now Jade. You'll find a way to work through that fear just like you did with the shadows.
Rayne, I don't know if I can.
Aidan take your sisters and go find your...
She almost said Uncle Cole but stopped herself. Aidan still didn't know his much loved Uncle was gone.
Take your sisters and go play in your room Hawk, Mama and I are going to go find your Papa.
When Aidan was gone with the girls Rayne put an arm around Kiara.
We'll go put Bennett to bed Jade then you me and Val will go find Losa, you've always trusted me Red, trust me now when I tell you everything is going to be alright.
I wanna heal,I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve felt so long
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong